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Typhus

by Typhus

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1.
Blot out the sun Submit my body to lacerations I hope a chance to dream A chance for me finally to see The door close, a mess of entrails How many tries does it take To finally reap my sorrow And to finally end this pain Nothing works, nothing satisfies The urge to feed this It’s like a truth that is killing me, from inside out The syringe is cleansing the nightfall beauty Cut the grace out of everything A life of teasing a touch so real The blood’s proof It’s not God that you feel A life that has ripened through suffering For maybe a chance to lay beneath the cause This was not the life that I wanted But it’s everything I have worked on so far Now life has meaning The light has faded black Swiftly breathing Nothing can be stopped Nothing works, nothing satisfies The urge to feed this I’ve lost myself in the fire Can you feel this hell I’ve lived in When I’ve killed my creator Theres nothing for me left here I’ll stand Waiting for my own judgement What a sorry fucking life Can you feel why I love this This twisting, wrenching fate It’s not me, It’s not you It’s my god telling the truth
2.
I am so sick, so torn So desperately unreasoned The harder that I push the faster it comes beating me down Forgot the touch, the lust, the love, the shine I can’t keep caging my true human design I'm the bastard of woe I’ve come from hell to purify the lie that shows I want you to know of this evil inside That keeps fucking up my mind A desperate addiction from chaos to solace By the light I will close my eyes Do I have the honor to enslave All my weaknesses inside a vial of broken dreams Will my soul be erased to make room For the motor, that churns my blood I am a death machine Do I still have you? Can you trust my mistakes? What if I told you this was my last time As I’m piling the bodies, would you still believe my lies? (Believe my lies as I’m piling the bodies 6 feet high) I knew you’d trust me if i said (I'll never kill again) If I said, I'd never kill again I'm not sorry For the life i have ruined To achieve my spiritual completion To a life of torment Blood splattered devastation Make my stature reach the heavens I've been cured by a righteous world of shit That claims to be my failure Blood splattered devastation Make my stature reach the heavens I've been cured by a righteous world of shit That claims to be my father Blood splattered devastation Make my stature reach the heavens I've been cured by a righteous world of shit That claims to be my savior
3.
Fading 03:53
I’ve done nothing wrong But fall for a specter of common dread That cut the thread of life Ripped out my instincts and hung my head I won't fall asleep at night Cause I know now that everything's Been blurred by reason A cold reaction to the mother of blithe I’ll be your savior, your victim Your servant of velvet Now my prison’s become my resting place Yet here my agony, I tend the dirt As I swallow filth To my ears life is bleeding silence I’ve forgot everything that brings me joy and loving tears Forget your face, forget my name I’m finally alive, but dead inside Nightmares of pastures and beauty reside Loss in contact a freedom divine I’m worth it for nothing, for nothing I cannot forget how you Fucked me You left me broken and stranded In time A pain, so fake, who knew it’d shut my eyes I’ve lost everything in the blink of an eye Beauty fades Touch your skin, forget my name I’ve lost it all, I’ve lost it all Touch your skin, forget my name I’ve lost it all, I’ve lost you Touch your skin, forget my face In the blink of an eye Beauty fades
4.
Rite of Fire 03:52
Lost in nothing, creating everything What a mess I have left to be set free What a mess I have left to be this What a mess I have left to be set free Though the cure cost me everything Though the cure cost me everything But left me shameless Patriotic goddess, Won't you follow me tonight? I will show you the dream that you've been living Maimed before your righteous existence Your light is failing you Quick to be so bold, I love the sight of a graceful soul that has finally broken I can't remember the last time I've seen the walk of death Leave faint footprints in the snow Tell me everything I want to know what it's like to be burned alive Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars I'd like to borrow the fire that burns me I'm charmed from nothing But from the lust that makes us one Tonight we devote our last Blessing to the sun, we owe And set a fire to the snow Tell me everything I want to know what it's like to be pure at mind Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars I'd like to borrow the fire that burns me I could never believe or see or do The shit that comes out of your mouth It's like you're taking everything How could I see the one The beauty that brightens the sky When I'm killing everything When I'm killing The the things that make us whole The time wasted is growing old Tell me everything I want to know what it's like to be pure at mind Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars I'd like to borrow the fire that burns me Tell me everything I want to know what it's like to be burned alive Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars I'd like to borrow the fire that kills me
5.
The closer I get The harder we fall Into a world of suffering I’m loosing my grip From all the pain I’ve seemed to take for granted Never once were these But now are ever yours Can you fucking take it? Can you fucking take it now Blocked out now How can my wishes Seem so obscure How am I wrong to believe When I take my life That my angel will never mourn Don’t cry, dying flower of mine It’s solely contradictious How your rage gets the best of me How can I miss what has taken My life from me How can I miss all the sorry stories That left all I was in vain How can I miss all the Sorry stories that left me It’s always the fucking same Hard drugs and the killing name Day to day, a life thats in shame Calling out to be free Kill Me I am void of this cult of rejects Save me Father Closing I’ve never felt so empty Fading Forever Call this self restoring Meaningless adversary When nothing’s left Hang your head And dangle till your body’s limp Call this self restoring Meaningless adversary When nothing’s left Hang your head And dangle till your body’s limp
6.
My Fixxation 03:46
I try to fix it But nothing ever sews the wound No regret, only second nature I try to break it But nothing makes a fucking sound Why do I feel like I’m sinking deeper I try to fix it But nothing ever sews the wound No regret, only second nature I try to break it But nothing makes a fucking sound A soulful dance, just another teaser Caught in a callous Sickening sound of a Life crashing downward Broken by fate Hardened by blood Lined by the pedals of torture The cold is crippling Eyes locked in mortal brace A chance to leave or consumed by hunger A crescent heart Unto a mortal drug The future told me you won’t get closer Caught in a rut Of casualties and masturbation A simple touch cannot help me this time Until I’m done I’ll have no way of knowing If I am dead or just fucking sleeping Lure me slightly closer now I feel the tragedy lifting Bringing the closure Never satisfied from what was truly mine Will you ever fix me? Fix me Don’t leave me rotting in place Fall into the sky again No idea I could be so ugly I am only trying to feel How I was when I saw this coming Fall into the sky again No idea I could be so ugly I am only trying to feel How I was when I saw this coming I saw this coming the moment I awakened The sweet departure of my faith Fine lines banish me Fine lines banish me From being someone who smiles in disbelief Fear lingers in silence Pestilent stories keep me From heaven’s keep I wonder how sweet is the mere Sun beneath my fingertips A blackened soul has no feeling of death Only memories of his release
7.
Ascendancy 04:24
Worthless in meaning I’d climb higher and higher Until the roof caved in Now I’m treading through water Trying to find what’ll make Me whole inside But nothing can focus All of my pain into artistry Shit through the eyes Of a mild creator Chasing a dying dream Everything I have done Everyone I have lost Never compares to the story I’ve dropped I only want you to see How I view this world Ruled by hypocrisy Everything I have done Everyone I have lost Never compares to the story I’ve dropped I only want you to see How I view this fucked up world That lives off me I won’t be anyones martyr I’ll die for a reason that no one believes in For one more look at you I won’t be anything I can’t be the only one I hold my heart out Till the second that the Last drop hits the ground Now I am awakened It’s not until I spill my guts Along the pavement That you will reconcile Why can’t you recognize The power of fact and Beauty in violence I am a shepherd, the common man The messenger of fate and worry I put the words in the serpent’s hiss That’ll dry you out And make you sorry I preach the word of your common values The truth you can’t un-see Everything I have done Everyone I have lost Never compares to the story I’ve dropped Points made through suffering You’re alone can’t you see Everyone around you thinks The same damn thing Can’t you see how The night grows nearer Filling out the sky Lost again, still you try To wish it all away Wish it away Worthless in meaning I’d climb higher and higher Until the roof caved in Now I’m treading through water Trying to find what’ll make Me whole inside
8.
Glass Remedy 04:07
Forsaken, Forgotten by most Another ghost that dances in my Eyes at night You dared me to change this Confrontation, a lost description of rhyme From a mind that was justly blinded By the light No prayers were wasted here Her body ablaze Ash unto the breeze For capitals of limelight I’ve fallen victim to this For something I can’t regret A contoured horror Can’t find a sense of light Just another corpse lying upon this ecstasy Nowhere so true to fall from I’m gutless (I’m gutless) Suicide to save my life Just a faulty fragment of agency I’m gutless This time I’m right They say everyone dies In this world of infinite lies I release my prize I want it, I want it Take back everything You want it, You want it Lasting fate of the dying breath I take I want to, I want to have her eyes be the dying breath I (breath I) Take inside Ages of silence, flies inside my brain Killed Me My life was worth it When everything’s bullshit, I Forgot how simple and fragile The heart of a fool can be Guilty for something that I can’t be Forget Everything I’ve lost the cold that I call beauty The fool you used to be With the love sick bullshit, hear me I’ve now lost everything where your Love sick use to be I found the cure for weakness Forming in Hell as I have bled from my eyes I can’t forget this scorching hand Does this make me a mortal inside my mind I’ve dreamt of weeping angels But the harlot inside is mine
9.
Nevermore 03:32
Somehow dreams cannot Heal like they used to Take out pain, with a bottle And rocks left by my god Say now that I'll Get better someday I'll numb everything For a glimpse at what You call euphoria I don't feel anything I cannot live I can't die 'Cause how you look at me I can't remember my name All that I want That I need Is to be dead with you Counting the bodies like sheep Count the bodies like sheep Watch me plead This isn't a cry for help From this empty life I already know what I want And it's nothing That I pretend In this Soulless Existence I stand to Rise above the dirt In which I am equal Lost again from something In someone Fall to ride amongst The waves of stress and pride Come to me when you are Ready to give it all away Tell me something that I Don't now know about myself Tell me something that will Keep me from eating My mind away In this Soulless existence Now hear this By now I should be fucking dead I pray for death Now lay my soul to rest Now lay my soul to rest Please lay my soul to rest To remain an empty lifeline Escape this place I turn cold and blue I can't release From this entity I pray for death But by now I see I am alive
10.
Aging, through Atrophy Ripened, from Agony Last bullet shined is An era lost Exile from humanity Their word, goes out to you Their faith, goes unto him The children drink from a river That's bled by the storm Drowning in memory Not 'til you're cleansed in soil You'll be the same as every Fucker that thought they mattered When hollow rots you'll see the truth Die without a purpose Your body for worms And soul for crows Your soul for crows Casket worthy, a pale design A quiet call, for a soothing help me The last restraint A sense of purpose When you're next to nothing Your chance to sing.... Lie to a body nowhere A name to decease when push comes to shove Lie to a body nowhere A name to decease when push comes to shove Compulsive liar, meaningless stone Time shows no sympathy for a bitter end It's time to go now, There's nothing left in hand Oh concrete world, what a tragedy Just when you thought you were someone Your name starts ashing Time shows no sympathy for a bitter end It's time to go now, There's nothing left in hand Oh concrete world, what a tragedy It lifts you high in the sky So it can send you crashing Your body for worms Your soul for crows

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released February 14, 2016

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Full Impact Studio © 2016
Engineer: Alex Kling

Typhus is:
Ben Grimmius - Lead Vocals
Alex Kling - Drums
Ian Bagstad - Guitars
Gerardo Vazquez - Guitars

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