Typhus

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released February 14, 2016

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Full Impact Studio © 2016
Engineer: Alex Kling

Typhus is:
Ben Grimmius - Lead Vocals
Alex Kling - Drums
Ian Bagstad - Guitars
Gerardo Vazquez - Guitars

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Track Name: Of Bones and Dust
Blot out the sun
Submit my body to lacerations
I hope a chance to dream
A chance for me finally to see
The door close, a mess of entrails

How many tries does it take
To finally reap my sorrow

And to finally end this pain

Nothing works, nothing satisfies
The urge to feed this
It’s like a truth that is killing me, from inside out

The syringe is cleansing the nightfall beauty
Cut the grace out of everything
A life of teasing a touch so real
The blood’s proof It’s not God that you feel

A life that has ripened through suffering
For maybe a chance to lay beneath the cause

This was not the life that I wanted
But it’s everything I have worked on so far

Now life has meaning
The light has faded black
Swiftly breathing

Nothing can be stopped
Nothing works, nothing satisfies
The urge to feed this
I’ve lost myself in the fire

Can you feel this hell I’ve lived in
When I’ve killed my creator
Theres nothing for me left here I’ll stand
Waiting for my own judgement
What a sorry fucking life

Can you feel why I love this
This twisting, wrenching fate
It’s not me, It’s not you
It’s my god telling the truth
Track Name: From Chaos to Solace
I am so sick, so torn
So desperately unreasoned
The harder that I push the faster it comes beating me down

Forgot the touch, the lust, the love, the shine
I can’t keep caging my true human design
I'm the bastard of woe
I’ve come from hell to purify the lie that shows

I want you to know of this evil inside
That keeps fucking up my mind

A desperate addiction from chaos to solace

By the light I will close my eyes
Do I have the honor to enslave
All my weaknesses inside a vial of broken dreams
Will my soul be erased to make room
For the motor, that churns my blood
I am a death machine

Do I still have you? Can you trust my mistakes?
What if I told you this was my last time
As I’m piling the bodies, would you still believe my lies?

(Believe my lies as I’m piling the bodies 6 feet high)
I knew you’d trust me if i said (I'll never kill again)
If I said, I'd never kill again

I'm not sorry
For the life i have ruined
To achieve my spiritual completion
To a life of torment

Blood splattered devastation
Make my stature reach the heavens
I've been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my failure

Blood splattered devastation
Make my stature reach the heavens
I've been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my father

Blood splattered devastation
Make my stature reach the heavens
I've been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my savior
Track Name: Fading
I’ve done nothing wrong
But fall for a specter of common dread
That cut the thread of life
Ripped out my instincts and hung my head

I won't fall asleep at night
Cause I know now that everything's
Been blurred by reason
A cold reaction to the mother of blithe
I’ll be your savior, your victim
Your servant of velvet

Now my prison’s become my resting place
Yet here my agony, I tend the dirt
As I swallow filth

To my ears life is bleeding silence
I’ve forgot everything that brings
me joy and loving tears

Forget your face, forget my name
I’m finally alive, but dead inside

Nightmares of pastures and beauty reside
Loss in contact a freedom divine
I’m worth it for nothing, for nothing

I cannot forget how you
Fucked me

You left me broken and stranded
In time

A pain, so fake, who knew it’d shut my eyes
I’ve lost everything in the blink of an eye
Beauty fades

Touch your skin, forget my name
I’ve lost it all, I’ve lost it all
Touch your skin, forget my name
I’ve lost it all, I’ve lost you

Touch your skin, forget my face
In the blink of an eye
Beauty fades
Track Name: Rite of Fire
Lost in nothing, creating everything
What a mess I have left to be set free

What a mess I have left to be this
What a mess I have left to be set free
Though the cure cost me everything
Though the cure cost me everything

But left me shameless

Patriotic goddess,
Won't you follow me tonight?
I will show you the dream that you've been living
Maimed before your righteous existence

Your light is failing you
Quick to be so bold,
I love the sight of a graceful soul
that has finally broken

I can't remember the last time
I've seen the walk of death
Leave faint footprints in the snow

Tell me everything
I want to know what it's like to be burned alive
Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars
I'd like to borrow the fire that burns me

I'm charmed from nothing
But from the lust that makes us one
Tonight we devote our last
Blessing to the sun, we owe
And set a fire to the snow

Tell me everything
I want to know what it's like to be pure at mind
Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars
I'd like to borrow the fire that burns me

I could never believe or see or do
The shit that comes out of your mouth
It's like you're taking everything

How could I see the one
The beauty that brightens the sky
When I'm killing everything

When I'm killing
The the things that make us whole
The time wasted is growing old

Tell me everything
I want to know what it's like to be pure at mind
Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars
I'd like to borrow the fire that burns me

Tell me everything
I want to know what it's like to be burned alive
Can you tell me your weakness and show me your scars
I'd like to borrow the fire that kills me
Track Name: Lost Ambition
The closer I get
The harder we fall
Into a world of suffering

I’m loosing my grip
From all the pain
I’ve seemed to take for granted

Never once were these
But now are ever yours
Can you fucking take it?
Can you fucking take it now

Blocked out now
How can my wishes
Seem so obscure
How am I wrong to believe
When I take my life
That my angel will never mourn

Don’t cry, dying flower of mine

It’s solely contradictious
How your rage gets the best of me
How can I miss what has taken
My life from me
How can I miss all the sorry stories
That left all I was in vain

How can I miss all the
Sorry stories that left me

It’s always the fucking same
Hard drugs and the killing name
Day to day, a life thats in shame
Calling out to be free

Kill Me
I am void of this cult of rejects
Save me Father

Closing
I’ve never felt so empty
Fading Forever

Call this self restoring
Meaningless adversary
When nothing’s left
Hang your head
And dangle till your body’s limp

Call this self restoring
Meaningless adversary
When nothing’s left
Hang your head
And dangle till your body’s limp
Track Name: My Fixxation
I try to fix it
But nothing ever sews the wound
No regret, only second nature

I try to break it
But nothing makes a fucking sound
Why do I feel like I’m sinking deeper

I try to fix it
But nothing ever sews the wound
No regret, only second nature

I try to break it
But nothing makes a fucking sound
A soulful dance, just another teaser

Caught in a callous
Sickening sound of a
Life crashing downward

Broken by fate
Hardened by blood
Lined by the pedals of torture

The cold is crippling
Eyes locked in mortal brace
A chance to leave or consumed by hunger
A crescent heart
Unto a mortal drug
The future told me you won’t get closer

Caught in a rut
Of casualties and masturbation
A simple touch cannot help me this time
Until I’m done
I’ll have no way of knowing
If I am dead or just fucking sleeping

Lure me slightly closer now
I feel the tragedy lifting
Bringing the closure
Never satisfied from what was truly mine
Will you ever fix me?

Fix me
Don’t leave me rotting in place

Fall into the sky again
No idea I could be so ugly
I am only trying to feel
How I was when I saw this coming

Fall into the sky again
No idea I could be so ugly
I am only trying to feel
How I was when I saw this coming

I saw this coming the moment I awakened
The sweet departure of my faith

Fine lines banish me
Fine lines banish me
From being someone who smiles in disbelief
Fear lingers in silence
Pestilent stories keep me
From heaven’s keep

I wonder how sweet is the mere
Sun beneath my fingertips
A blackened soul has no feeling of death
Only memories of his release
Track Name: Ascendancy
Worthless in meaning
I’d climb higher and higher
Until the roof caved in
Now I’m treading through water
Trying to find what’ll make
Me whole inside

But nothing can focus
All of my pain into artistry
Shit through the eyes
Of a mild creator
Chasing a dying dream

Everything I have done
Everyone I have lost
Never compares to the story I’ve dropped
I only want you to see
How I view this world
Ruled by hypocrisy

Everything I have done
Everyone I have lost
Never compares to the story I’ve dropped
I only want you to see
How I view this fucked up world
That lives off me

I won’t be anyones martyr
I’ll die for a reason that no one believes in
For one more look at you

I won’t be anything
I can’t be the only one

I hold my heart out
Till the second that the
Last drop hits the ground
Now I am awakened

It’s not until I spill my guts
Along the pavement
That you will reconcile

Why can’t you recognize
The power of fact and
Beauty in violence

I am a shepherd, the common man
The messenger of fate and worry
I put the words in the serpent’s hiss
That’ll dry you out
And make you sorry
I preach the word of your common values
The truth you can’t un-see

Everything I have done
Everyone I have lost
Never compares to the story I’ve dropped

Points made through suffering
You’re alone can’t you see
Everyone around you thinks
The same damn thing

Can’t you see how
The night grows nearer
Filling out the sky
Lost again, still you try
To wish it all away

Wish it away

Worthless in meaning
I’d climb higher and higher
Until the roof caved in
Now I’m treading through water
Trying to find what’ll make
Me whole inside
Track Name: Glass Remedy
Forsaken, Forgotten by most
Another ghost that dances in my
Eyes at night
You dared me to change this

Confrontation, a lost description of rhyme
From a mind that was justly blinded
By the light
No prayers were wasted here

Her body ablaze
Ash unto the breeze
For capitals of limelight
I’ve fallen victim to this
For something I can’t regret
A contoured horror

Can’t find a sense of light
Just another corpse lying upon this ecstasy
Nowhere so true to fall from
I’m gutless (I’m gutless)
Suicide to save my life
Just a faulty fragment of agency
I’m gutless
This time I’m right

They say everyone dies
In this world of infinite lies
I release my prize

I want it, I want it
Take back everything
You want it, You want it
Lasting fate of the dying breath I take
I want to, I want to have her eyes
be the dying breath I (breath I)
Take inside

Ages of silence, flies inside my brain

Killed Me
My life was worth it
When everything’s bullshit, I
Forgot how simple and fragile
The heart of a fool can be

Guilty for something that I can’t be
Forget Everything
I’ve lost the cold that I call beauty
The fool you used to be
With the love sick bullshit, hear me
I’ve now lost everything where your
Love sick use to be
I found the cure for weakness

Forming in Hell as I have bled from my eyes
I can’t forget this scorching hand
Does this make me a mortal inside my mind
I’ve dreamt of weeping angels
But the harlot inside is mine
Track Name: Nevermore
Somehow dreams cannot
Heal like they used to
Take out pain, with a bottle
And rocks left by my god

Say now that I'll
Get better someday
I'll numb everything
For a glimpse at what
You call euphoria

I don't feel anything
I cannot live
I can't die
'Cause how you look at me
I can't remember my name

All that I want
That I need
Is to be dead with you
Counting the bodies like sheep

Count the bodies like sheep
Watch me plead
This isn't a cry for help
From this empty life

I already know what I want
And it's nothing
That I pretend
In this
Soulless
Existence

I stand to
Rise above the dirt
In which I am equal
Lost again from something
In someone

Fall to ride amongst
The waves of stress and pride
Come to me when you are
Ready to give it all away

Tell me something that I
Don't now know about myself
Tell me something that will
Keep me from eating
My mind away

In this
Soulless existence
Now hear this
By now I should be fucking dead
I pray for death

Now lay my soul to rest
Now lay my soul to rest
Please lay my soul to rest
To remain an empty lifeline
Escape this place

I turn cold and blue
I can't release
From this entity
I pray for death
But by now I see
I am alive
Track Name: For the Crows
Aging, through Atrophy
Ripened, from Agony

Last bullet shined is
An era lost
Exile from humanity

Their word, goes out to you
Their faith, goes unto him
The children drink from a river
That's bled by the storm
Drowning in memory

Not 'til you're cleansed in soil
You'll be the same as every

Fucker that thought they mattered
When hollow rots you'll see the truth
Die without a purpose
Your body for worms
And soul for crows

Your soul for crows
Casket worthy, a pale design

A quiet call, for a soothing help me
The last restraint
A sense of purpose
When you're next to nothing
Your chance to sing....

Lie to a body nowhere
A name to decease when push comes to shove
Lie to a body nowhere
A name to decease when push comes to shove

Compulsive liar, meaningless stone

Time shows no sympathy for a bitter end
It's time to go now,
There's nothing left in hand

Oh concrete world, what a tragedy
Just when you thought you were someone
Your name starts ashing

Time shows no sympathy for a bitter end
It's time to go now,
There's nothing left in hand

Oh concrete world, what a tragedy
It lifts you high in the sky
So it can send you crashing

Your body for worms
Your soul for crows